Saturday, September 19, 2009
RANTS THAT WILL HURT OTHERS!
Time really flies!!!
Today marks my 1 year in current job... 2 days ago marks my first buddy, 2nd 师傅, Pauline jie jie's last day... Miss her yet happy for her as she has left the "Devil's hole" for her passion and for GOOOD!!!
Let me explain what is a "Devil's hole"... (If I am the only person who feels this way, then I have a problem. BUT, it is every single colleague of mine felt the same too.) SO I AM NOT THE WEIRD ONE!
First, we are suppose to work OT without any OT pay, not being able to claim cab fare AND MOST IMPT let AEs step on our heads! Why so? We are to standby 24hrs, working non-stop for the normal 8.5 hrs. Not able to laugh, talk, small chat N CANNOT HAVE ANY GRUMBLES/COMPLAINS as IT IS RIDICULOUS THAT IT WILL HURT OTHERS. I agree it may, but it is a way for one to vent out their anger if not one will die of depression.
Second, we have to be compare to 'last time when police still wears shorts'. Everything also agree to what AEs wants. We are not Robot that are made and set to have error free! Even robots will have virus and cause error. WE ARE HUMANS! I agree that it is good to have error free. However, regardless of how meticulous we are, there will still be some errors. The more meticulous the person is, the more time he/she will take to complete the job. BUT we are to be meticulous and work fast.
Third, we are to take in all the blame for all mistakes made regardless it is really our fault or not. Why is this so? As explained to us, its is because we are the support of Sales. BUT WE ARE NOT SALES SUPPORT!!! We have to be AEs, finance, 'supervisor' of AEs, chase this chase that, check this check that. Check wrongly it becomes our fault. Never revert, our fault. Everything our fault!
Fourth, we are to 'share' our thoughts and even private matters aka 心事 to her. She is not my mum, sis or whoever to me! She is just my supervisor!!! We are forced to say what we are unhappy about the way she works or implemented and was told that THERE WILL NOT BE ANY GRUDGES BARED after saying. However, for a normal human(which I think she is not) don't tell me when people criticise on your bads you won't feel that you are being pin-point at. You won't think that so this is how I am to the person. IF YOU ARE SO MAGNANIMOUS YOU WON'T START THIS USELESS TALKS. We are to give opinions, but are all flatly rejected saying that we will waste her efforts. Voiced-out that the distribution was unfair, but was flatly ignored by the distribution was by this way and not that way. All actions just PROVED that my theory that no one can be so magnanimous till can accept everything others say about you. SO STOP SAYING AND THINKING THAT YOU ARE SO SO SO SO SO MAGNANIMOUS!
And the list goes on, it will take me like days or maybe months or maybe years to finish it. But the last thing I want to add, WHO THE HELL WILL BRING A PLANT AND PUT IT AT THE SQUEEZEY WALKWAY WHERE PEOPLE ALREADY HAVE DIFFICULTIES WALKING. Placing all the things that you believe and can i say 'HARMING' others? JUST LIKE VENTING ANGERS AND BEING GROUCHY OVER TONS OF WORK HURT OTHERS?
Y.Shouting ends here.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
When things just doesn't goes your way...
It has been a bad week for me since last month???
Nothing has been right for my job.. Everything just seems to pile up and every tiny little faults are caused by me!!!
Am not a robot!!! I need time for myself too!!! I need space!!! I need a little encouragement in things I have done!!!
What's wrong with the person!!!
Sometimes really feel very very very bad that am not much of a help to PH... But seriously then time is really not enough!!!
When one thing does not goes the way you want.. Everything starts to go the other way too. When I really need someone to talk to, where are you? When I need someone to be there, where are you? You maybe there, but you are not! There is a serious problme between us. Or maybe just me. Just too dependent, just too lonely, just too easy to admire what others have whereas I don't.
Need a definition in bffs. I hope I have! N I know there are people who care about me. But NOTHING IN THIS BLOODY WEEKS HAVE BEEN RIGHT!!!
HAIZ...
Y.Shouting ends here.
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