Tuesday, February 21, 2006
I realise that my blog is being invaded... Haiz....
But nvm. i tink whatever i write oso kenna commented on.. Dunno wat these ppl tinking. I m feel so honored tat ppl come to blog and read. nw i dunno wat to blog le. blog these cannot blog tat cannot... then wat to blog??
This is so idiotic...
Y.Shouting ends here.
Monday, February 20, 2006
What the **** lar...
Now i know why the world has so many bustard n ass hole. It's the person's way of liking to blog how they want. It is not nessary to be in english. Since my language is monkey dialect, then there are so many monkey in singapore and on earth. And I think the person is contradicting himself when he says he's not even going there(my blog), but in fact he came and read my blog, so he has something to say. So sorry i am not an attraction attention person so i don't need maximum readership, so I can blog in whatever language i want. I like the way i blog and it's none of ur bloody business. So wat if ur english is so good, but u only know one language while i know more. So are you envious of me knowing more language than you or what? My conclusion is i better blog in some other language next time so as not to let some low knowledge people read my blog and criticise it.
Y.Shouting ends here.
Thursday, February 16, 2006
*Sigh*
After reading tat article or watever lar.... I feel tat life is realli tat simple, and it is us who make it so complicated tat we ourselves dunno how to handle it.... Feeling so sad n bad tis few daes... Realli being affected.... I tink i hurt her unknowingly.... We are nt like the daes we just met.... Tings change... realli change alot... there r less sms n even chattings.... Tis is like so damn sad lar... Or u dun treat me as ur fren...??? At least let me noe wat u wan.... Wat have i done wrong or made u angry.... Knowing nuthing how can i change or even noe it or apologise if i realli m in the wrong.... do ya agree???
Y.Shouting ends here.
很有意义的话
这是我刚看到的一个我觉得很有意义的一番话。
以下就是我们应该对人生的观点：
其实生活很简单
男人跟女人都很喜欢在自己的人生设一个deadline，比如说：
我25岁一定要结婚
26岁一定生孩子
30岁时一定要一男一女，
31岁的时候一定要有房子，
所以很多决定就很草率。
如果刚开始你找的那个人就不对，
往后再怎么努力都不对；
有时候，我们常常会觉得婚结了，所有问题就没了，
那如果结了婚还有问题，就赶快把孩子生一生，
其实你的问题在这个阶段没解决，在下个阶段只会变大；
你对未来不用期待太多，期待太多。。。。。。老实说挫折感会很深，
不如看看你现在做什么事情，会让你觉得很自在，吸收到很多的东西，
那个时候你才会觉得人生真的很充实。
另外，一个人如果太努力在活给别人，
就会痛苦得不得了，
今天如果你相信自己做得还不错，
不在乎别人怎么看你的时候，
你真的可以很自在。
我们就是要为自己而活，不是为别人而活所以男女朋友分手了还是可以做朋友，为何要让自己过得这么痛苦呢？要拿得起放得下。。。不然你的心情会间接影响到你身边的人，让大家都不开心。I agree wif wat loo win sae.... 你要别人开心，首先要自己开心，这样才会让别人开心。
大家是不是该检讨检讨自己呢？我自己也不例外哦！
Y.Shouting ends here.
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Tired+sad=??
Todae is realli a tiring dae..... Woke up around 7 plus in e moring... met my socpsy gp ppl at 8 n started rehearse n do last mintue adments.... Then after sch went hm put laptop n then went to work... At first there is like very little ppl lar... Then suddenly a lot of ppl came n is like busy... Nt enough cutleries n so on... nt enough seats.... Busy busy busy...
N met tis sucky+ idotic+irritating customer..... She realli pissed mi off... Haiz.... Dun wan to repeat liao... she realli got attitude problem.... Haiz..... I tired and busy le still give mi attitude... i shuld be the one giving her attitude lor..... Stupid.... Its like wat the fuck lar....
Haiz... realli is being affected by u lately... Ur mood affect the ppl around u... N i dunno u realise tat a not... I feel stress and realli dunno how to sae le.... One ting for sure is i feel sad... feel tat i m nt a good, caring fren to u.... Hiding is nt the rite ting to do lor.... Sae it out u will feel better.... kk?? Maybe u will c tis n maybe nt.... But nvm... Just wanna to sae sth to u...
Y.Shouting ends here.
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Feeling so vexed..
So vexed n stress...... Assignments projects......... i haven do.......... Haiz..... Tmr is valentine dae le..... (actually is todae lar).... Haiz.... Mei ren yue.... N need to work.... Haiz.... So sad... Hahaha... No lar.. jking.... Clearing socpsy assesed tutorial tmr..... One down n 3 more to go.... Hope tmr working won't be so tired if nt i die.... Hahahahhaha.... Tink i going crazy le.....
Where r u when i need u all...???? Haiz..... Just need someone to talk to..... I noe u r busy.... Exams coming le rite.... Jia you ba.... Wait 4 ur gd news(results) so we can go out.... wat we normally do ya???? Hehehe.... Dun tink u will read tis ba.... Hahahhahaha..... Cya soon..... Realli miss ya....
I wan to watch movie..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Y.Shouting ends here.
Monday, February 13, 2006
Haiz...
Aiyo...... 我觉得这次的projects害人不浅啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 为什么呢？？？因为刚刚就让我夹在中间，作中间人。。。 Haiz.... ok lar 双方都没有错 but 还是让双方不开心。你说是不是害人不浅啊？
Hope tat tmr will be better ba.... Hope so.... Haiz................ 为什么会变成这样呢？Haiz....
Y.Shouting ends here.
Saturday, February 11, 2006
Happi
Todae is an eventful dae.... Went to meet loo and hui wen at bugis todae... We had to interview Hai yan for the ah liang work.... Had a good impression of Hai yan... She is so fashionable can... Very style... N must thank her for helping in our work... Haha... E interview went quite smoothly but we had times when we dunno how to continue asking.... Hahahaha... But it was fun lar.... Cos we meet at mos buger so mi n loo ate the scalop rice buger tat we wanted... N went shopping after lunch... i tink i spent quite some $$.... Haiz.... 又浪费钱了.... Tat's a typical mi... saw sth i like i will buy... Haiz.... How i spent $$ again.... Not long u all will c a broke mi.... Hehehe....
Yar then about 4 plus 5 plus met up wof my sis and my mother.... Went shopping around to 打发时间... Cos i working at 7.... So my mum and sis went to coffee club(my work place) and had their dinner... And spent $40 plus.... Hahaha....
Happi but need to do hm work.... Argh.... need to rush the work i have in hand.... Hehehe..... N i hope to meet up my sec sch frens.... miss ya all....
Y.Shouting ends here.
Friday, February 10, 2006
Sad, sad, sad...
Haiz....... Feeling so not rite lar.... Everyting seems to go wrong.... Wat m i gonna do??? Haiz.... Feel so vexed... SO stress??? I tink is vexed lar.... My studies r bad.... Dunno wat m i studying... Dunno wat m i doing.... Feel like a useless person living on earth....
Y do i have such low confidence of myself??? Y is my skin so thin(脸皮薄)????
Haiz.... Just feel like crying... Just wan to cry for no reason.... Feel so sad... Lonely....
Y.Shouting ends here.
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
Sian
OK nw at national library wif hui yu n nic.... Haiz... Very sian nw... Dunno wat to do.... Dun wan to go hm so early end up in e library.... then nw i dunno wat to do...
Y.Shouting ends here.
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
Wat shuld i blog todae??
怎么办我觉得我很烦，as in 惹人烦。Haiz.... 最近不知道自己到底发生了什么事，作什么都好像很不顺利。很想大声的喊，把心中的烦恼、所有的不愉快都喊出来。但是要道哪里喊呢？Haiz.... 我不想去烦人，但是却不知自己到底哪里不对劲。现在脑子一片空白。不懂要作什么。想哭，但是哭不出来，也不知为何要哭。我是该躲起来吗？把自己藏起来？不知道...... 我真的不知道自己在作什么。算了吧！想回到过去.... 那轻松自在的日子。担心、担心、担心，但是说不出来。怎么办？Haiz... 不要管我了啦！
对不起向大家说了一堆废话..... 要自我反醒了.... ARGH..................................
Y.Shouting ends here.
Monday, February 06, 2006
sometings to sae
its been while since i blog... yar.. my wai po is discharged frm hospital le... Hope everyting will go fine frm nw... Yar... i just wrote a post but i dun tink i wan to post it out... actually is just to vent on... Nothing much just saying how i realli feel stress n realli need a major break.... Dunno is i 多心or wat lor... Just feel tat ppl around me does not feel happi.... N i tink i m the cause... cos i said sth tat i shuld nt..?? haiz...
i realli dunno wat m i nw... Dunno wat to do... Lost in myself bah... Haiz... hope tis coming hols will help mi bah.... Hehehe
Y.Shouting ends here.
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