Saturday, October 15, 2005
Its just another dae
Feeling rather bored nw... N its just bored n bored.... Todae went out in e afternoon wif hui yu, lye urn n faye... Just simple shopping n lye urn looking for shoes... So went around orchard... Was fun going out wif them... Yar chatting n chatting...
Yar i am veri scared bout mi job... As it is mi first time working in the service line, i m feeling scared tat i am not able to learn the tings i need to noe n work well... Realli have tat fear in mi although i m veri happi tat i got a job n can earn money... Yar i m tat type of ppl tat is lack of confidence in watever i do... How??? Realli must find back tis confidence tat i used to have... If nt i tink i will have a hard time working... Haiz.... Somebody help mi.... Y can't i just be a bit thick skin n dun need to care bout wat others sae n the way they look at mi...?? How to overcome all tis..?? WHERE has my confidence gone to...???? Because i m fat n ugly?? I have no ans to tis too... Last of all hope tis job can let mi find the confidence tat i lose.... Yea??
Y.Shouting ends here.
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